Sunday, 11 January 2009
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My faith in you is fading...
Is there a such thing as "too loyal" ?
Doesn't seem like that could be possible but if someone is being loyal to the point where it may be harmful to themselves then yes, there is a such thing as too loyal. I don't know why I'm still here, why I can't move on. I think its the fear of the unknown. I don't think if this is that one chance everyone waits for in their life, or if I am going to meet the man of my dreams tomorrow morning at Starbucks. I don't want to walk away from the little I do have now in case there really isn't anything better out there. Maybe I will never love again like I love him. What if everyone I meet will always be second best? My faith in him is fading though, I'm not believing that one day he will want to be a better guy for me....that one day he will want to make all this pain and suffering worth the effort.
I still can't walk away. I keep saying.....maybe tomorrow.



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