Such a surprise, last thing I ever expected.
What an amazing evening. He was everything he used to be... so funny and relaxed...flirtatious. Such crazy chemistry that we try to have 3 different conversations at once because we get so excited. Circumstances may not be ideal, the timing may be catastrophically wrong, but with strength, patience and of course love, who knows what the future holds. :)

It really bothers me sometimes how critical women are of their men. I understand bitching to your girlfriends over lunch, we all know guys talk about the old ball and chain as well. That is just natural. But in my personal experience, women are so quick to judge another woman's man. There are two sides to every story people. I guarantee that even your best girlfriend isn't telling the entire story and presenting information without bias.

I can almost understand though... you're trying to be supportive of your friend. What I absolutely cannot understand and refuse to understand is why women are so critical of their own man. Yes there are douchebags out there who deserve but sometimes...I hear a woman going on and on about the pain and distress she's in because her boyfriend likes to play poker with his buddies on Tuesday nights. Or, her boyfriend just ran into a buddy from college and wants to have a drink and may be a little late coming over tonight. Or maybe he said the wrong thing, or got too caught up in his job this week, or forgot that you didnt like onions when bringing over take out. These things mean nothing in the grand scheme of things, no man is perfect. Why criticize, why punish them over small stuff? If something seriously bothers you, sit down and talk about it without accusations or harsh words. I literally cringe at some of the conversations I overhear. At Walmart the other day, this girl got so pissy and rude to her boyfriend because he couldn't help her pick out hair gel and said "you're never any help" in a demeaning, rude tone for all to hear. When she picked out her hair product and put it in the cart, she looked at him and YELLED "Obviously I'm done this means you can push the cart now." At least 7 people overheard that. Not necessary people. Because then you know what happens... a nice girl ends up with that poor guy 10 years down the road and he's so gun shy to relationships that they deadend before it even begins.

Just think people. Think before you speak. Hear your words before others do.This absolutely applies to guys as well but honestly, I see it more with women.

This is by far the worst punishment in a relationship. The limbo period where you aren't sure whether or not everything is going to be ok....not sure if its over and no one has said the words... just waiting to hear something reassuring from him. Pure torture. It scares me how easily I blame myself. I'll make up something that I maybe did to justify his sudden change in attitude. This is the problem with love, its involuntary and its blind. Or is that the beauty of love?

 

My Blackberry Bold.

I absolutely adore this phone. First of all, I'm glad it separates SMS from email because the Curve didn't and it drove me batty. The screen is beautiful, the camera is fanastic and the handset it self is very sturdy. Not plastic and cheap like the Curve felt. I love my voice navigated GPS as well as some extra software I installed. (ToDoMatrix, IdeaMatrix, Facebook, etc) For whatever reason, the MySpace App doesn't work right. I dont think its my phone though.

Anyway, if you are a Blackberry lover I HIGHLY recommend this phone. I've played around with the Storm and find the Bold to be far superior if you like the functionality of the Blackberry. If you like the "coolness" of a touchscreen, Storm away.

 

I only got to spend one day in Yellowstone but I truly think its one of the most amazing places on earth!! It is a little scary to think you're walking on top of a super volcano that according to the Science channel could erupt any day ! But aside from the volcanic activity, the wildlife there is just amazing. Pics on my photoblog.